“The deer had come for me”

Roe-Deer by Ted Hughes

In the dawn’s early light, in the biggest snow of the year

Two blue-dark deer stood in the road, alerted.

They had happened into my dimension

The moment I was arriving just there.

They planted their two or three years of secret deer-hood

Clear on my snow-screen vision of the abnormal

And hesitated in the all-way disintegration

And stared at me. And so for some lasting seconds

I could think the deer were waiting for me

To remember the password and sign

That the curtain had blown aside for a moment

And there where the trees were no longer trees, nor the road a road

The deer had come for me.

Then they ducked through the hedge, and upright they rode their legs

Away downhill over snow-lonely field

Towards tree dark – finally

Seeming to eddy and glide and fly away up

Into the boil of big flakes.

The snow took them and soon their nearby hoofprints as well.

Revising its dawn inspiration

Back to the ordinary.

The Deer have come for me!

If we surrender to earth’s intelligence We could rise up rooted, like trees (Rilke)

Earth, isn’t this what you want: to arise within us, 
invisible? Isn’t it your dream
to be wholly invisible someday? – O Earth: invisible!
What do you demand but transformation?
Beloved Earth, I will. On my word, you no longer
need your spring-times to win me over – single May

is already too much for my blood.
I have been your tongue-tied subject these many years.

Ever you spoke true and your holiest inspiration
is our intimate companion, Death.
Look, I am living.

On what? Neither childhood nor future grows less …

superabundant springs of being wells up in my heart.
    (Rilke Duino Elegy IX)

Good on ya, John S!

The Government thinks us over-70s are ‘vulnerable’ – but this is about attitude, not age 

The Government thinks us over-70s are ‘vulnerable’ – but this is about attitude, not age https://www.telegraph.co.uk/men/thinking-man/government-thinks-us-over-70s-vulnerable-attitude-not-age/

John Simpson

If we want to be free then it’s our responsibility to behave differently https://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/2020/04/27/want-free-responsibility-behave-differently/?WT.mc_id=tmg_share_tw via @telegraphnews

AND THANKS ALSO TO THE LATE NIGEL HAGUE for his inspiration … although for some reason or another he disliked the Welsh!

Nigel and Stella Hague

We need the Truth!

Anni and I only listen to a brief mid-day summary nowadays and read a few good articles a week. The mainstream media is now totally over the top in its coverage – and largely irrelevant. For them it is ‘filling a slot.’

Thank goodness for Daniel Finkelstein in today’s TIMES.

https://www.thetimes.co.uk/article/truth-about-virus-is-better-for-us-than-hope-gnnfhsdg5

And Allison Pearson writes in today’s Telegraph

We need to be brave and weigh up the risks in our fight against coronavirus https://www.telegraph.co.uk/women/life/need-brave-weigh-risks-fight-against-coronavirus/?WT.mc_id=tmg_share_tw via @TeleWonderWomen

SN2016aps, a supernova ( the final explosion of a dying star)that was brighter and released more energy than any other ever observed by astronomers.

Love the letters in its name ‘aps!’

The “star stuff” that astronomer Carl Sagan famously said we are all made of was forged in the exploding supernova of dying stars.

The phrase isn’t just a pithy remark for a bumper sticker, it’s backed up by science. “All the silver, nickel, and copper in the Earth and even in our bodies came from the explosive death throes of stars,” said NASA scientist Steve Howell in a 2016 statement. “Life exists because of supernovae.”

The extraordinary brightness, energy and other unique qualities of SN2016aps suggest to scientists that it could be the result of an extremely rare event known as a pulsational pair-instability supernova. These rare events occur when two massive stars merge before exploding.

An artist’s concept of the SN2016iet supernova. 
Gemini Observatory/NSF/AURA/ illustration by Joy Pollard